Rabu, 09 Februari 2011

10 Febuary 2010

I was not able to say anything more. I can only accept it all. Although I have to wonder why this happened to me. Maybe it is true, as they say, you begin to get bored to me. Maybe they're right that you are tired with all my treatment to you. Perhaps you are right, I'm not grown over the years, I was just being childish without trying to turn into an adult. Maybe you're right I was unstable. In a single day I could feel the three feelings. And maybe I'm right, I'm not the best for you. I'm not the best for you. But I always try to be the best for you. And maybe you already dont want me anymore, but what? I'm still trying to be the best in your eyes. I always try try and try but the result? nothing at all. Did you ever think that all this time secretly I always try to be what you want? Did you ever think that I had been struggling to be what you want? But it was just in vain. It just makes you further away from me.

And I never feel tired to try to be the best for you. What is the status of our relationship now? Do you still love me like you love me in the beginning we meet? Everything was different. It's not like before. Why is the day I love you to soften? Though my love to you are getting big. And why is that? Why are we different? Why did your love to me can be reduced while I have even more enlarged? Is it all can be called by 'unfair'? I always try to believe in you. Believe in your words. And I always believe that you will always love me. But what is true? Is that not just the words you want to calm me right? I dont mean no longer trust to you, I'm just asking. asked the truth. And I dont require you to answer it.

Did you ever think there is no other women who have a sense of affection like me than your mother? I'm trying to understand you, I was wrong. Apparently you dont like it my way. I've got a story to anyone else now? I dont have anyone to talk about you. Maybe they are tired of listening and I keep telling you it's just talk about it. I never regret having known you. However, you are now is not I who know first. Did you know? I now have experienced disappointment in my life? Why? Because you were different. differences are very far since March 2010. You're different, you dont like the first. And do you know? Only I can experience the difference.

You change. And I hope you can turn into you in March of 2010 first. I miss those days. Very missed. Maybe you dont, but I did. Now I just live there. If you like this I'll follow you. I follow all of your game until end . And I hope I didnt hurt at the end of this game.

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